Wednesday, August 20, 2008

What Hurts the Worst

It's so strange how something you wrote just a few days ago can have a completely different applicable meaning to completely different circumstances today.

I am thankful to have closure for something ... well, someone ... I had been pretty interested in getting to know better for a while. The experience taught me a lot about what it is that I want and what to do to get it (Jami, it should be NOTHING; not convincing them, not initiating, nothing). But it is always kind of a thrill to find someone you are interested in romantically. Too bad this one didn't get off the ground. I was really hoping that somehow it would progress to a good friendship at least. I think it would have been a really solid, good one. But there's little chance of a friendship, and that kind of sucks, too.

And although they never knew how I was beginning to feel (and despite not getting to know them very well at all anyway to know for sure), I'm resting in the promise that God has something better.

As always.

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